I had a bit of a downer a couple days ago. Received a rejection on a short story I'd submitted to a national magazine. It wasn't the rejection that stung so much as the timing. The submission guidelines gave a three month turn-around time on responses. Mine took less than two weeks. Evidently, the first person to read it gave it a thumbs down and immediately hit the 'send rejection' button (one of the drawbacks of electronic submissions).
Of course, I knew the odds of getting accepted were small. I really did. But I still hoped. Anything's possible, after all. That's when I realized it wasn't just the rejection that brought me down, it was the loss of possibilities. When writers drop a submission in the mail or hit the send button, we enter that beautiful world of possibilities. We could get form rejection. Or it could be something else. A request to see more. A suggestion to change this or that and re-submit. Even a "We can't use this but we like your writing. Send more." Or - joy of joys - "We love this." Alleluia! All these possibilities floating around the back of our minds, to dream about, to hope for. A beautiful place to be.
I was looking forward to having three months of possibilites. Two weeks wasn't nearly enough time.
* sigh *
How about you? Do you love living in the world of possibilities or would you rather know about things right away, good news or bad?
Best wishes to my Jewish friends on the beginning of Passover. May your celebration be a joyous one.
I'm currently enjoying: Black Water Rising by Attica Locke
Groaner of the day: There was this guy who supported his local Little League team by making the bats for them in his woodshop. On game days, he would place the bats under a hedge near the street, and someone from the team would pick them up on the way to the ballpark.
One day, some Japanese children came to the guy's door, and asked if they might play in his yard they even offered him a Japanese dollar if he would come out and play with them. The guy agreed and joined them. He was having so much fun romping and cavorting with the children, that he completely forgot there was a game that day, didn't get the bats out, and the team had to forfeit.
The moral of the story is that if you ever get a yen to gambol, be sure to hedge your bats.
(Oh my Lord, that's awful.)
